What the hell is wrong?
Have you ever tried to do the things right? But it turned out that you were doing everything wrong! Have you ever? Have you ever broken a promise? Have you ever given your body and soul in a dedication to something, and it still wasn’t enough? Have you? Have you ever been a prey, but convicted a predator? Have you ever…?
Then what’s the point? What’s the point of all this?  What are you doing? What’s the cause? What’s the price you have to pay? Why?
O.K. – you try to live a normal, a decent live. Getting high grades, having nice job, earning lots of money, having happy family? So…?
Actually why do you try to do so? Because you were taught so, you were told so by your family. Or worse – you saw a shining commercial and wanted so bad to be as shiny as it – to have the things shown there, to be the things shown there. Why do you need that? As a matter of fact you need no more than feeding, drinking, breeding and breathing – the basic things that will keep you alive.
You live in a world that follows a basic concept of “being something like…” You are obligated to be one of the many, or you are an outcast, thrown away by a society that is a herd of sheep – acts like one, and still does think of itself as the highest rank of social life…
Blah-blah-blah… I am sure you have had enough of words like that. So have I! But I shall continue speaking foolish nonsense…
So how to make things right – you can’t and you don’t have to. You just have to be happy. No commercials, no society, no nothing. Happiness is a shield, protecting you from the filth.
Why happiness? And how do you get this “happiness”?
Do you know what does happiness mean? Well for what I know all of your answers will be provoked either by a commercial, or by what you were taught. And it is normal. And if you find happiness in those things go ahead and be happy. I know I just spoke negatively about them, but it doesn’t matter. What matters, is you finding the happiness!
And you should do all it takes to achieve it. You should do only good, and in good you shall be repaid. Love yourself and those around you. Lend a hand when needed, and when stretching for help a helping hand you’ll reach…
Oh my God! And again I start talking like you do not know all of this. I know… But I just needed to hear it once again. I just needed someone to tell me to smile and to carry on smiling. I just needed someone to tell me, once more, that nothing is as bad as it seems, to tell me to have fate, and to love with all my heart. I needed someone to… to lie my just one more time, and to make me believe in my own lies about the happiness, the good and the love.
May be this is – I am living in a lie. Does this mean that my happiness is a lie? Does this mean that I seek so blindly one big lie?
No! I refuse to believe this! I have fate in happiness! And my fate will never, do you hear me, will never fade!
…Thank you, my dear – that was just what I needed to hear…
With all our love we shall come to embrace this happiness, and will never let go…
…Thank you my love… Thank you!